I’m So Grateful

Thank you, Hashem; I sing in my head once more because, really, I'm so grateful. Hashem gave me such an incredible learning opportunity in the form of a boy. In His infinite kindness, He allowed me to learn so much from one long experience instead of through many boys!

At first, I thought, wow, I really wasted so much time on the boy, and then I realized, just the opposite is true! I gained so much knowledge about myself and what I'm looking for that would not have been possible without the experience I just gained! It’s not a loss of time, rather time well spent! This whole process is one of refinement.

Hashem was guiding me and helping me learn and grow over these past two months! Hashem is so good to me.

He let me realize so much and learn so many valuable lessons in a two-month course! How incredible is that!

And only after I told Hashem, I felt I learned all I could from the situation did He let it end. If that's not proof of him managing the circumstance, I don't know what is!

Remember, every boy you meet is supposed to teach us something; it's just up to us to see it as an opportunity for expansion and think, what can I learn from this?

I hope the lessons can be learned with ease and with swiftness and that the refining process is neither long nor difficult.